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Dear friends

Wednesday, February 25, 2015
By Ellen Livia - 10:45 PM



Dear friends

It has been 6 months and 14 days since i left.
Nothing is the same.
But I'm glad that i'm here. I finally publish a blog post since I arrived here. I always write a journal though. So that I could read it someday.

USA is wonderful. I met a lot of wonderful people that has beautiful personalities. I am doing okay here. Thou' this past month have been the hardest moment of my exchange year here. Nothing is wrong, I am okay because I have nice friends and a lovely second family that cheered me up. So, Don't you worry about me. 

To be honest, I am afraid of losing you, I am afraid of losing my self. I am afraid if i will not be who i am today, tomorrow , 2 days from now, next month, the next 2 months, and the day when I am coming back. 

I am afraid of losing people, here. I built my life there for 16 years and leave it for a year. I'm gonna get it back soon.

But, i'm building my life here for a year and i'm gonna leave it forever. 

Which one do you think is harder? 

I don't want to go back right now. But I want to see you soon.
 
Don't you worry...
We still see the same sky anyway...

I am doing okay. 

-Liv

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